by Gopikrishnan Kottoor
Surround,
surround your temptation,
but make no sound.
Because I am yours.
Bring all your hounds.
The cute chihuahua of your smile
that stares at me
I'll let it travel all over me
in a round kiss.
All your hounds, please.
Those that bite and bite the softest places
that they'll find
though I have hidden them al.
Surround, surround me
but let it be light.
Cover me like a wound
over your kitten flesh
that parts,
tearing me apart.
And make no sound
as I heal in you,
having entered
like a chocolate want
and melt
in whatever
is you
and yours.
2
My heart is only a mulberry thing,
even the caterpillars can easily eat it.
Then it must not have been so hard
for you to break it;
and still break it,
whenever, and whenever you are or appear;
and for that reason,
i'll not be proud of it
as it makes you proud
for a silly reason that
you you do not know,
my heart s only
a mulberry thing
and like a fool
you chose to break it
when it was all so juicy
and could be eaten
3
Not that I, not that you.
Not that I within you
now lives without you.
And that you live
and always lived
and will live again
without me.
This marvel that you do
No, I cannot do.
I wouldn't do it
even if I could.
But yet in interlopes of sky
in which you scoop
coloured dollops
of goodbye
and hold me blinking in the foam,
Not that you without me
still live in me
and will live on
and it must be so
always as
I am
even though this death
will mean nothing to you
but in that death
the last opened thing
closed upon me
will still the far flung wreath
of your parted smile.
4
Strange, is the spell you cast,
my stranger. Not that I care
to look for your smile as to count
clear pebbles under river,
but, no but, but yet, but a man
who must love the principle
of beauty that lights
and wets the surrendered stone.
Very strange it must be
that you must still cast it upon me
with your eyes that grow forests
of love that set forth the seeds
of pine; and steal me,
and into you, everything I thought was mine.
5
Say one word, one more word,
one more please. You said once
you would say it all,
and I waited with the eyes of birds
waited, and though the waiting hurt
you did not say, perhaps you said
and I unheard went the ways of the river,
the trees that cover the breeze
with their saddest songs, ; for
whoever heard the words you said
or never said you never said,
those words you wished to utter,
and that I meant all my life
to catch , upon your lips
as waiting boats, all lit
waiting for another tide.
6
What have you done
that you must leave
only you in me?
I have done nothing.
Just like the grape
that left its seeds
like love
after all that tired
love making
7
Remember this
what you forgot
or thought you forgot
and pretended to.
love is a sweet pretense
isn't it
a kind of forgetting
so sweet, it tastes
of the salt
of the sea
between us
8
Each time you leave me
love leaves a date,
ripe, helplessly
falling.
Last updated May 02, 2015