Don't Disappear

Found myself writing again in this notebook filled with dreams.
Romance and goals the topic while you remain the subject.
Always finding a way to sneak back in my life then away you go.
Disappear until months at end, fading into the darkness of my mind.
Time makes me forget you existed until your name appears.
Making my heart come back to life; bringing tears to my eyes.
I wish this act you pull on me can come to an end.

Don't disappear...
Stay here with me 'cause I'll make you happy.
Don't disappear...
I'll raise you up when you begin to fall from grace.
Don't disappear...
I'm pleading from the bottom of my broken heart.
Don't disappear...
Don't disappear...
Don't disappear...

You live the dream life that I wish to have at this moment.
But in your eyes, I see the loneliness you keep hidden inside.
Your smile doesn't match the actions you make when you're with me.
Time after time, I just wanted to hold you in my arms.
Whisper sweet melodies of courage to make you smile while I cried.

Don't disappear...
Stay here with me 'cause I'll protect you from harm.
Don't disappear...
I'll catch you when you begin to fall from the edge.
Don't disappear...
My heart can't take this pain you leave me with.
Don't disappear...
Don't disappear...
Don't disappear...

Night after night, I'm yearning for you to see me for who I am.
And day after day, I'm counting the seconds until the next time we cross paths.
Hoping that this time things will change between us for the better.
'Cause you're the only guy I don't want to lose in my life.

So don't disappear...
Please tell me you'll stay around this time.
Don't disappear...
In my arms is where you belong even in my heart.
Don't disappear...
I don't want to cry for another night again.
Don't disappear...
Don't disappear...
Don't disappear...
Please don't disappear from my life...

Written on: 11/11 - 11/12/10