I Do Not Wish…
I do not wish to reach shores
where I build my longing
and oblivions walk barefoot and silently…
I do not wish shores
where trees bloom senselessly
and stars loose its train during refluxes…
I do not wish to reach shores
where nights set inside my thoughts
neither sweets waters or cravings
snowbound by amnesia…
Yearning of you hits my last fiber of retina…
I do not wish for shores
where seasons’ shadows crucify me!...
I bury my wings,
I know you were no more than a chimera,
no struggle inside one last remembrance,
so nights can have its dreams.
I do not wish for shores
where sleeplessness temple can rest,
in hope the universe will narrow inside me.
I converted my wings into taciturn stones!
I do not wish for shores
where waters cut my restlessness and questions,
trying to find our lost steps in the penumbra…
even the hourglass cannot bring back my Love…
I do not wish for shores
where I tried to remove your nights out of me,
just a stellar sleep watches over at the border
between wakefulness and sleeping,
through insomnia, words keep wondering…
I am not ready for another flight!...
At the corner of each second, Love still howls
of so much yearnings… cold and arid…
(Anca Mihaela Bruma - 22nd August 2015 - Strasbourg)
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ABOUT THE POET ~
The author Anca Mihaela Bruma labels her own writings as being "sensually mystique" or "mystically sensual", a tool and path for women to claim their own inner feminine powers., Through her writings she overpass what seems to be the limitations of the human but emphasizing the essence of the woman, of the Goddess. The main theme, Love, is basically presented as a transformative experience in life, the energysing force in the universe and empowering the creative feminine., When she writes she sees it like a painting in front of her eyes, using lots of symbolism and allegory in order to apprehend the infinite intelligence, catching the reflections of truth with a strong mystic sense of infinity, of the boundless, of the opening out of the world of our normal finite expressions into the transcendental. Like an "architect" of a language she "builds" a language within a language, a universe within another universe, using vivid imagery, sometimes surreal, giving to her poetry a transcending feeling., Her writings are more kind of a spiritual autobiography, depicting a reality behind all forms, with no space and time, a quantum view of existence. Right now, she sees the writings as a form of being present inside the language, a paradigm of living which is encoded in the message itself, like a poetic consciousness with a spherical view of things, life, and love. It is more related with the realization of the greater self, beyond the mundane and well known laws of the society, as an expression of both the rational and the intuitive, in a concise form of poetry, increasing the awareness with new meanings expanded.