Confession

When I close my eyes I don’t feel happiness
My heart is broken and I am in deep mess
What is in my destiny , alas ! I can’t even guess
All I feel is torn, unclear and helplessness .

For I miss my dream , if I think me with you
If I think me with him I feel sad for you
So I am thiking that I should leave him too
Only then I will feel peace or some traces of its hue .

Oh the soul ! take me out from this situation , oh ! so clumsy
Peace ! oh the soul ! show upon me too , your some pity
Show me the right path , give me some moment of serenity
For I still don’t know where my heart goes , where is my tranquility .

For breaking your heart is making me so rude
Was I worthy of your love or I was just another lass , prude
Did I play with your heart like some shrewd
Or , I don’t know what is love, oh ! me still a crude .

Oh the soul ! after my this acknowledgement
Now I have one wish , so urgent
Come and sting me like a hidden serpent
Only then I’ll be at peace , which is my deepest requirement .

But then I try to find out a solution
To pull out me from this messy situation
If you really loved me then why this fixation
I was tied up but why was your assertion ?

One thing more, I’m neither his , nor you are my goal
For , against love , nothing , yes nothing stands tall
So , one of you have to come , one will have to fall
For , love seeketh surrender , for it is always , above all .