Ghost of a Trance

—“mu” sixty-first part—

Gray morning, blue morning, a
feather blown between. Mashed
earth incumbent, gone up from,
never
more naked if ever to be naked,
brink what it was to be on...
Where next we came stick-figure
people greeted us. Abstract
was
abstract, also something else. Line,
shape, extension each other
than itself, of number we’d have
said the same... Aspect arrested
us, riveted we stood... Stick-
figure epiphany held us in our
tracks,
everyone’s bones in full view...
Gray
morning, blue morning, an unheard
string between. Bad heads’ morning
reluctance, ennui’s next-day dispatch...
We
were chill, shiver, exegetic sweat, backed-
up interpreters put upon by sluff, none
of us could say what was what. Pale
admonishment poised upon lack,
like
to unlike, pale strain recumbent, re-
combinant, rude amniotic straw...
Took leave, leave long since taken,
awoke
to what would otherwise not have been.
We contested birth, we wanted to be pre-
andoumboulouous, done-dead gnostics
again...
Sound bubbled up, it kept bubbling, sonic
residue, sonic remit. A fickle sonance,
fraught sonance, warning we knew nothing,
stick-figure entourage otherwise issue-
less, beginning to be remiss it seemed...
Erst-
while ecstatics’ lapsed enchantment, trance
gone none could say since when...
Ghost
of what lifted us, ghost what lifted us,
erstwhile
enchantment between... Fell back, full-out
extended. Pilgrim someone called me, I said
no, then I said yes... Brax was on the box
was what it was, toned uncertainty Stick-figure
counsel all air, edge, angle, down from where
we’d
been and we were again where the Alone lived,
adage, had it not been so abstract, it might’ve
been... Long day of the abalone-shell sunset...
Stood
among redwoods expecting the worst... What
was of note and what abjured nothing. What
was
all, none, one, all the
same
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It was a ghost of a trance. I was a
guest of the trance. What went on we
blamed on the ghost... It was the
ghost of a trance, each of us a
guest
of the trance. No two times were the
same...
When we hit a wrong not we said
nothing. When we hit the right note
we said so what... Tell my horse,
we were told, fluke solace, horse
we
were mounted by... What was done
was done by the ghost, gray morning,
blue
morning, eternity be-
tween
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Told my horse we would gather at
Nod House, down drinks at the
no-host bar. Dirt was in the drinks
we
drank, planet sludge. Double-take
told its horse whoa, told it unwhoa,
back and forth and back without
end... Talk spun our heads,
told
our horses ride on. Unresolved
which to insist on, stick with. Could it
whoa unwhoa's ramble unresolved...

Spinning heads made us feel we sat on
swivel
seats... Double-take talked us in,
took
us in
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Sat again at the same table, no two
times the same, twinship long since
gone. Leaned back, the back legs of
our chairs broke, Nod House Nub's
new
address... A straining look made our
faces look raw, made our skin flush...
Dreamt each other's dream, donned
each
other's costume, hosted one another,
one
stepped in as
one stepped
out