by John Sibley Williams
OK, so
the metaphor is truth—
unquestionable.
Its steps are not those
leaving wet, scattered marks
to follow or erase
or
the delicate scars of growing
up
into
itself.
When it shifts
bodily
who seeks elsewhere an equal
and opposite reaction
who expects a migration
of origami birds
who expects to touch
the blood and rust
of broken buildings
the blood and rust
of Japanese maple?
This city I love can be
a soulless city.
Even peace can be ugly.
This need to de-
and re-
construct
is easier
when the pieces don’t fit.
Yet such a simple thing
as nothing—
without cohort
or crime—
shakes the entire world
is the grease of the engine
is the box and what I place in the box.
I place everything in the box
and learn the tough love of return.
I want to learn like a tree,
know the silence of my voice.
When I shift
bodily
I want the space to remain
unfilled.
I want to write nothing
but still mean
be a city
in the same way
I can never be a city
be the grease and noise and heart and waste of the engine.
I want to always be afraid that all things unplanted
still glisten.
Last updated September 08, 2011