by Hannah Brooks-Motl
I was planted, a crop
not a boy but with headlong technique, everything in me telling
to be coursed through with water and emptiness
* * *
The blank was worth tending
a matter of tight, small discretions
separating from youth like a bee
It's just silence
I've been talking about
Into hills I tried things I was made of
What was not in my memory, not math
yet patched all together
I required this armor
"wrestling with old champions body against body"
* * *
Scribbling down the solution
"by little light attacks"
A life is at odds and we solve it
a shadow itself
"Understanding makes profit of everything—arranges, acts, and
reigns,"
gives knowledge out in a swan
Virtue wasn't a mountain, not a field
or was it me brooding
* * *
"Too ill to instruct others,"
this awareness of slow moving and ditch
of the past of the subject
A few lumps on the ground like a book
"Mixing with men is wonderfully useful"
but hard practice
* * *
"For our boy, a closet, a garden, the table and bed, solitude,
company, morning and evening, all hours will be the same, all
places will be his study"
* * *
He's in philosophy, and mingled
let him forgive it
I have been happy in rooms
Gambling with pocket, with babble
"he will not say his lesson as do it"
and the unit is character,
"repeated in actions"
* * *
Rising to beg and confounding
I hear it now, in our ears
Last updated March 15, 2023