Wool-Gathering

I

A pleasant golden light fills all the chamber where I sit,
the amber curtains close are drawn, and shadows o’er then flit—
The swaying, shifting shadows of the honey-suckle vine,
Whose bare and leafless branches still about the porch entwine:
In summer, fresh and fair they grow, with blossoms for the bees,
But now in wintry nakedness they swing upon the breeze;
Yet here, inside, ‘tis warm and bright, and I am quite inclined
To let this golden
demi-jour
make summer in my mind:
I sit with Jack—my terrier-dog—upon my lap curled up,
And, smoking thoughtfully, I seem to sip the classic cup
The Ancients called Nepenthe—’tis a draught that brings repose
When one has lived or loved too much—a balm for mental woes.
Yet, in this same Nepenthe cup, I know that some will see
Another name for laziness—a common fault with me!

II

Well, why not preach up laziness? I think it would be well
If some who cry it down a sin could only feel its spell!
The hard, ascetic natures—those who look for naught but Use
In every thing one says or does—whose spirits are obtuse
To all the glorious gains of Art, to all the joys of sense,
And who cut their hard paths straightly by Poon Riduand’s eloquence!
G~i bono? Is there not a Power above the human mind
That works out all our problems, be they e’er so darkly blind?
And, after all, does Man, the unit, when his life is done
Ever look back upon its field to see the battle ~von?
No; I think not: we lay our plans, but when our life-star pales
We learn that human prescience inevitably fails;
NAPOLEON on his island—Columbus in his chains—
Are these the proud successes, then, for which we take such pains?

III

Ah, many a one has started forth with hope and purpose high;
Has fought throughout a weary life, and passed all pleasure by;
Has burst all flowery chains by which men aye have been enthralled;
Has been stone-deaf to voices sweet, that softly, sadly called;
Has scorned the flashing goblet with the bubbles on its brim;
Has turned his back on jeweled bands that madly beckoned him;
Has, in a word, condemned himself to follow out his plan
By stern and lonely labor—and has died, a conquered man!
Look back, ye men of lofty aims, who in your youth aspired
To win some prize—with love of gold or glory ye were fired;
But now? let those who count threescore-and-ten full circles past
Tell how much they have gained and lost—how much they hold at last!
NAPOLEON and COLUMBUS, and legions more, whose names
We never even heard of—these were men of lofty aims!

IV

So, in this softened yellow light, with’ JACK npon my knees,
I find my good in being just as lazy as I please;
My pipe-smoke floats aspiringly, and that, I’m fain to say,
Is as much of aspiration as I care to see to-day;
Though JACK, disturbed by canine dreams, gives forth a sleepy cry,
And full of lofty aims prepares to conquer or to die;
No doubt some mighty spectral rat glares through his visions dim,
Which JACK is bound to vanquish, or the rat will vanquish him!
Well, well, my dog, be wise, and all these high ambitions keep,
Unlike poor man, indulge them only when you are asleep—
What’s this? I find that while in praise of laziness I sang,
I’ve worked quite hard to write a metaphysical harangue!
Well, thus it is; consistency exists on earth no more—
My dog has waked, my pipe is out, my laziness is o’er!