by Denis Johnson
The small, high wailing
that envelops us here,
distant, indistinct,
yet, too, immediate
we take to be only
the utterances of loose fan
belts in the refrigerating
system, or the shocked hum
that issues from the darkness
of telephone receivers;
but it speaks to us
so deeply we think it
may well be the beseeching
of the stars, the shameless
weeping of coyotes
out on the Mohave.
Please.
Please, stop listening
to this sound, which
is actually the terrible
keening of the ones
whose hearts have been broken
by lives spent in search
of its source,
by our lives of failure,
spent looking everywhere
for someone to say these words.
Last updated March 15, 2023