by Dawn Ray
She was a hard woman -
built of sharp angles,
body language shouting
NO TRESPASSING
to gathered kith and kin.
To that vast void of loss
she would not yield,
standing still as stone
when they lowered her man
into the dun-colored ground.
Spent as cold ashes,
her eyes dry as dust,
deeming passion's display
a bitter pill better swallowed,
something best kept out of sight.
Viselike, this stranger
shackled my hand
in a prisoner's grip.
I wanted to cry in protest.
Where had my soft mother gone?
Dark certainty grew.
Both parents lost
in the space of one day -
in the space of one breath.
The world fell away from my feet.
Until night in its wisdom
gave her back to me whole.
Lamplight-honed diamond offering
of a single, sweet tear - her gentle
concession and a gift beyond price.
Last updated September 22, 2011