Window pain

I looked at the window.
Watching each rain drop hit.
It was as if the sky knew my feelings.
I could know see myself.
There I was face to face with myself.
My eyes began to flood.
My throat began to burn.
For that I almost didn't recognize myself.
That sunlight I used to be was now covered with thick grey clouds.
I could hear my heart beat over sound my thoughts.
My tears fell.
The sound of them hitting my lab matched the sound of the rain hitting the window.